| Your ignorance is aphyxiating. You maim with your reticence and kill
with your disregard. Do you not hear the bleeding cries for help all
around you? Are you too enveloped in your self-righteous cognizance
that you're too busy to extend your hand to the person that needs you
the most? The number one deterrance for atheists from trusting
Christianity and the Bible and reason Brothers and Sisters in Christ
walk away is the average Christian perpetually preaching about God's
unfailing love; however when given the chance to give aid the weak and
pick up the wounded he/she turns his/her fucking face like nothing
happened. I clap for you. How does it feel to have caused fellow
Christians to walk away? I haven't slept in five nights, and my head is
bouncing off the walls from everything that's happening. I don't expect
any of you to be Dr. Phil now and raise me from my spiritual neurosis
or any of that, but holy shit, at least say "hello" and find out what's
been going on. I love you, but it kills me you're so enveloped with
yourself to actually realize what's important. The ones you love cut
you the deepest, and you definitely cut me. One night you'll wake up to
realize the person you know won't be there in the morning.
Go resume your lust for eprops now. Enjoy your dinner.
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| We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed;
perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck
down, but not destroyed.2 Corinthians 4:8 |
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| Fuck. I can't stand this. What the hell do you want from me? Worthless
piece of shit, I've grown so weak. So tainted. I'm only becoming more
and more like my father, and I hate it. Blind hate infests my heart like
vines. I feel so inundated under my baggage. Everything in my life has
been shot to shit. Fucking A I remember when I was never like this.
What the fuck happened? When the fuck did I grow so weak? So dependent?
I hope you fuckers are happy now, because I am completely spent.
What happened to me?
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| "As far as second chances go, It doesn't get much better than the New Year." -Annonymous
Cheers to you all. Here's to a brand new year. =) |
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| ...Christ Jesus came into this world to save sinners-- of whom I am the worst. 1Timothy 1:15
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